Today I mourn something I never had
The beauty of reality
refreshing
I embrace myself
allowing my inner thoughts to weave
My love for a new life ahead
clears away the chaos from my past
and leaves idealized hearts alone
Finally
I refuse a falsified version
of a nonexistent present
Years and years of old habit
now sit to the side
no longer needed
Pandora's Box wide open
ready to be analyzed
organized
I've paralyzed my heart no more
Forgiven myself for taking so long
And now open for a newer version
of something equally as beautiful